What a mess.
This all happened because of a pattern that set in: a “no” from one potential employer after another. The psttern never ended. And I don’t know why.
Is it bad luck? bad timing? A bad economy? Was I in the wrong place and wrong time? What is it? Does anybody know?
My gas and electric is on reprieve. I’m supposed to pay in person on Tuesday. You know this is bad news indeed.
I have no heat. Can’t get any down here until I have money to pay for it.
I can’t believe this happened to me.
I have somewhere somewhat important to go later on; I don’t know how I am going to do it. I can’t cancel; it is a very long story — I have to more or less be there whether I want to be there or not. I cannot let these people down. 30 people are counting on me to be there and if I don’t show up or cancel it’ll shoot the whole event to hell. I csnnot disappoint them.
And if they only knew what was happening.:(
I have to get on my damn brother to give me SOME sort of money — he also has NOT been served yet and it’s been in the pipeline and out for service for 2 weeks.
He has NOT got the option of saying “duh I don’t have it.” Seems as though since the last several weeks transpired, he’s got money, all right, to pay for what he needs– even if he is paying half the electric, the cable, the this and that with the girlfriend, he STILL has the money to pay something NOW! Isn’t it absolutely amazing.
This is the thing that gets me; he tells me “no” but now he’s got money to pay for whatever he needs???
This bugs me. And HOW. Magically the money seemed to materialize — and he has NOT made an effort to make good on what he owes me.
See where this is going?
I am now considering the possibility that he refused to pay just to get under my skin and because he simply felt like saying no. What kind of a damn way to be is that, what kind of rationale is it and why do you have to be such a crumb about it??? IF this is where it is at, pretty childish and I think he may also have a mental problem as well. You refused to pay what you were to pay, simply because you felt like refusing??? Maybe this is a crazy possibility but maybe this is where it’s at.
At any rate, I have a mess on my hands and a BIG one.
He must have gone to work; I do not see his car. I was all set to have a semi-showdown with him this morning to try to recoup some of the money (because now I need it to pay MY expenses)
I can’t use my card to pay for anything anymore. That’s out.
I don’t know what to do. There is no job anywhere, not even a part time thing at a neighborhood restaurant or mom and pop store that is very very local.
I also am not even covered for health insurance now — a cute little story in itself — and my doc is waiting on blood tests. I haven’t had the opportunity to be able to pay for that, either.
I don’t know what to do. It’s all gone bad here — me, who always stayed out of trouble (heck, nobody even knows my name or who I am, really) me, who always had a job, me, who always played nice with others and paid bills on time and maybe bounced the very occasional check when Venus was in Aquarius, or something like that.
Now it’s me, who’s trying to stay afloat and me who is trying to keep it together.
What a mess.
What happens when something like this happens to nice people?